Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I Can't Help It

Anna will be 21 months old in two days, and I'm loving this age. I was planning on NOT posting today, because I have too many other things to do, but I can't help writing down a couple of the adorable things she's been up to these last few days. She has been so lovey, snuggly, and busy.


My little helper has been cleaning up a storm. She vacuums throughout the day with our handheld vacuum and hers. She dusts the carpet, tile, and tables with the feather duster. She sprays water on the wood and tile floors with her squirt bottle, and wipes it up with our white cleaning cloths.


Last night I was nursing Anna before bed, as usual. We were both quiet, and I think my eyes may have even been closed. I felt her arms reach around my body and squeeze me tightly. Then she abruptly stopped nursing, and I heard a breathy, tired little voice say "Uuuv youu." She's said it a few times now, and every single time I am moved to tears.

Anna tired of our yoga session quickly today, moving on to her perch at the coffee table to color in Elmo coloring books. I was on my back, my head just inches away from her feet when I felt Anna's little lips on my forehead. She bent down to give me the sweetest, softest little kiss. And, after my favorable reaction, she continued to kiss my forehead all afternoon.

As is typical of toddlers this age, Anna has been copying almost everything we say. She doesn't always say them clearly, especially if they require an "s" or an "l" sound. Recently, after our nightly prayer, Anna started blurting out "peace," "strive," and "live." But, they all sound a little bit like "beef." She's also been walking around saying "Okie-Dokie," which is way too cute and needs to be caught on video.

With the weather warming up, we've been spending a bit of time outside "watering." Mo D brought Anna some gardening tools on her last visit. The watering can has been getting a work out. We fill it with the hose, water a few dormant grasses and shrubs, water her shoes and feet, splash in the puddles she creates, and return for more water...repeatedly. I think I'm going to have plenty of help in the garden this summer!

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Books We Love, March 2010

The old favorite pick of the month is P is for Putt: A Golf Alphabet. You can guess who picked this book out for Anna! We found it on our first mini-vacation with Anna in Traverse City when she was just 10 weeks old. We've been reading it ever since. Believe it or not, she loves it almost as much as Daddy does. Before she was talking so much, she would ask for it by making a "puh" sound. Now she actually says "Golf!" Oh, how it makes Daddy happy!


A very recent new favorite is Corduroy. I vaguely remembered reading this as a kid, but the real reason I bought it was to entertain Anna on the airplane. I found a small soft-cover version that was perfect for travel. It usually takes Anna a few times with a new story before she warms up to it, but she fell in love with this one right away. I think it might be the escalator ride Corduroy takes (Anna loves the escalator). It really is a heart-warming little story.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Rebirth and Renewal

Spring has never been my favorite season, but for some reason, I'm embracing it right now. The rebirth and renewal that comes with this time of year is inspiring me on many levels, which I'm sure has something to do with Anna and my desire to share the miracle of it all with her.

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It rained and rained on Sunday. We decided we had to get outside late in the afternoon, even if it meant getting a little wet. I'm glad we did. There were signs of Spring all around us.

Anna splashing in the puddles from the near-April showers...I never knew it could be so much fun.

Reflections.

I'm so amazed by these blades of grass finding their way to the light through a thick bed of dirt and a heaping pile of mulch.

Remnants of the rain.

First buds. I love their rich red color.

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I'm feeling uplifted by a serendipitous meeting with an old high school friend who dropped in to my Spinning class tonight with a regularly attending co-worker. We were both surprised to see each other and, I think, thrilled by the opportunity to reconnect. I'm really excited about getting together with her. New friendships with old friends are the best.

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I stopped into the food co-op before Spinning tonight to pick up a few things, including white eggs to decorate for Easter. I stumbled upon organic veggie seeds and heirloom variety tomato seeds just before checking out - just in time for our garden planning. We've never started our own tomato plants (we've always bought or been given the seedlings). In honor of Spring, I think Anna, Daddy, and I will plant the seeds indoors this weekend. It looks like it may be a bit late to start them inside, but we'll give it a try anyway.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Love You

Yesterday we woke up at home for the first time in a week, and I think Anna was pretty happy about it. Blake picked her up out of bed and they talked for a minute or two before he brought her into our bedroom, as we do almost every morning.

We greeted each other as usual, with big cuddles and kisses. When Anna settled on the bed, with her back snuggled against my curled up body, I heard this:

"Uhhv yoouu."

"What?" I asked. "Blake, did you hear that?" I couldn't believe my ears. She's said it before, but only in response to us, and I figured she was just mimicking our words, not feeling the emotion.

"Yeah, but I don't think that's what she said," he replied.

So I asked her. "Anna, did you say 'love you?'"

"Uhhv yoouu," she said again. It sounded just like it did the first time.

One of the best moments ever.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Almost Paradise

Part 1: Paradise...


We're home after a week at South Seas Resort on Captiva Island, Florida. The goodness of this time away together can't be overstated. As far as vacations with toddlers go, it was pretty relaxing. The sunshine, sand, and aquamarine waters helped us unwind. We took a break from meal planning, To Do lists, and electronics. We were busily lazy, if there is such a thing, going from the beach to the pool and back again, squeezing in meals and naps somewhere in between.

Our vacation began with relatively easy travels through the airport and in the air. Anna slept on her third ever flight, just enough to get us through the long day in transit. Upon arrival, the weather felt perfect for my dry, sun-deprived skin; it was mildly warm with a touch of humidity, and the slight breeze carried the smell of the ocean through the car windows as we approached the coast. As is always the case for me, I immediately felt like I was on vacation when I spotted my first palm tree. The beaches were almost Caribbean-like. The bay view from our villa (condo) surprised us, with boats jetting through the clear blue water just beyond the exotic birds dancing in the mangrove. The condo, while small and lacking in kitchen provisions, had updated decor and a bed with the feather pillows and fluffy duvet that I love. And, although the weather didn't always cooperate, we acted as if it were 80 degrees and sunny every day.

Day one at the beach.

Ready to knock down the sand castle.

Day two. Scooping.


We dove into the beach the first day, eager to experience Anna's first time digging in the sand. Her excitement over the water couldn't be contained. It seemed like she would have run right into the ocean had we not restrained her. She quickly learned about filling pails with sand and building (knocking down) sand castles, burying toes, and sifting for sea shells. We squeezed in a trip to the pool before lunch and a nap, just before a thunderstorm hit. The rest of our days were some version of this, with more or less time at the beach or one of the pools. We ate entirely too much junk food and too few vegetables, devouring pizza, ice cream, french fries, copious amounts of Annie's Cheddar Bunnies (a possible addiction for all of us), and anything that required very little thought or work. We pushed naptime to 2:30pm some days and extended betimes to 8:30pm so we could stay out and play. We rode the resort trolley to and from our condo, even though we had a car that could get us around more quickly, because Anna loved the trolley, almost as much as she loved the pool. We meandered through the J.N. "Ding" Darling National Wildlife Refuge with Anna on my lap in the passenger seat snacking on her bunnies. We also splurged on a poolside cabana twice, which allowed us to settle in one spot for the day as opposed to running back and forth to the room. The resort provided a portable crib poolside, and Anna actually cat-napped in it too late in the afternoon.

Pausing for pictures while bird-watching in the wildlife refuge.


Pizza...and Anna's first ice cream cone.


Cat nap in the cabana.

The view from our cabana.

Swimming in the pool at the main complex.

Some of my favorite vacation moments that must be remembered...

Daddy and Anna's snuggle time. They cuddled almost every day on the lounge chair, Anna intently chipping away at an apple for 20 minutes or more, until only the core remained. The last day when we were out of apples, she didn't quite know what to do.

Apple time.

Snuggling while watching the big kids speed down the water slide.

Anna and I riding the trolley alone on our last day of vacation. After an entire day at the pool, we were both sweaty, tired, and happy. She rode on my lap, facing me with her legs straddled, her arms hugging my waist, her head resting on my chest. We watched the trees and birds go by, sang, and snuggled. I wanted pause that moment.

The dolphins. I love dolphins. We saw them a lot, actually. Our last day they were just beyond the shore, playing in the breaking waves. Anna saw them too, and her eyes lit up.

My alone time. I zoned during a three-mile run and some pool-time with my book in hand, feeling the warm sun on my bare legs.

Being unplugged. Blake and I spend a lot of time on the phone and computer at home. It was so nice to be away from it for a while. Although I missed posting and reading other's blogs, I loved the lack of distraction. It gave a little more space and time for quailty conversation with my husband.

Anna intently and excitedly climbing on the lounge chair in the condo's screened in porch. She climbed up and down so many times we lost count.

Ready to climb.

A leisurely bike ride across the island to and from dinner our last evening.

And ready to ride.

Part 2: ...Almost

So, it wouldn't be the truth if I said the vacation was always blissful. It was so worth it, but it was tough at times, too. Sleep was our biggest challenge, as is always the case when traveling with Anna. Not only did she not want to sleep the night before we left, she woke for multiple hours at a time the first three nights we were there, often waking shortly after we came to bed (we were sharing a one bedroom condo). This resulted in one major meltdown on all of our parts that first night and a few minor ones later. Needless to say, we were dragging a bit until the last couple of days on vacation.

Then there's just the annoyances of traveling with a kid...in diapers. We had a leaky diaper after the first plane ride that left me and Anna wet, a ridiculously poopy diaper in need of changing in a rental car, and two poopy cloth swim diapers (which thankfully didn't happen until our last day at the pool, and it didn't happen IN the pool). But, I figure this has to be easier than traveling with a kid who is just potty training, right!? I guess we'll find out next year.

Anna really faired remarkably well being away from home for so long - probably better than her mommy who struggles with transitions. She was particularly demanding, though, more and more so as the trip went on. She was constantly saying she was hungry, but refused almost anything we would offer her (except apples and cheddar bunnies, of course). This wouldn't be a problem, except that she insisted she wanted food at midnight when she woke. She always seemed to want something, asking for her favorite song, bunnies, the pool, the trolley, a ball, or a floaty (usually one that wasn't hers), and most often she changed her mind once we indulged her. She also developed a strange fear of the rope that divided the shallow and deep ends of the pool, which resulted in her repeatedly asserting "No rope!" even when we were no where near the pool. Despite all of this, we had very few tantrums and lots of smiles, even on the airplane ride home.

On a different note, the resort itself was beautiful; however, it had it's shortcomings. After walking around our condo for an hour after our arrival, the bottoms of our feet were black with dirt. They remedied this by mopping the floor the next day, but it left a less-then-perfect first impression. It was also lacking in good food. There was only one true restaurant, and the food there was mediocre at best. We missed this part of vacation. In addition, the resort is very spread out. It took time to get to the main pool, beach, and restaurants from our condo. Trying to fit all of our activities in between meals, naptime, and bedtime was challenging enough without factoring in travel time as well. It felt like we had to rush around sometimes, when we really just wanted to take it slow. Nonetheless, we are already talking about going back to South Seas. It is a great place to take kids!

I look forward to doing it all over again next year. I'm so glad we took the time and energy to travel with Anna. It's definitely not easy, but it is so worth the effort. We'll remember the smiles and cuddles 10 years from now, and we'll forget about the hassle of packing and unpacking and losing sleep. And we'll remember seeing the sunrise from our balcony on the last day of vacation.

Watching the sunrise from our screened-in balcony.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Mo's Bows


Mo Mox (not to be confused with Mo D or Mo J) sent us a package today! It was filled with more brightly colored bows for Anna's hair. We're very excited. Anna has been wearing her previous stash of bows almost non-stop now that she has unruly curls. These new bows will be perfect for spring and summer.

Mo makes these gems herself. I told her she should start her own business - Mo's Bows. It has a nice ring to it, no? I want to know how she made the fancy, curly ribbon bows. Beautiful work, Jessica. Thank you!

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Peaceful Moments

In the midst of the tornado of teething effects that have descended upon us, including wakefulness, crankiness, and sickness, Anna and I had some amazingly peaceful, perfect moments today.

We mixed up some homemade glue with flour and water, cut out pictures from a magazine, and Anna made her first collage on green construction paper. I was surprised by how lost in the process she became; she amazed me with her focus on spreading the glue, picking out photos, and pasting them to the page. I lost myself in the process, too. Not only did I find myself absolutely present in the moment, but I was also reminded of how much I enjoy creating collages. I made my last collage, a vision board, when I was working with a life coach, and I'm feeling inspired to revisit it, add to it, and change it up a bit.

Dipping and stirring.

Scooping the paste.

Checking out her work.

Her pictures of choice: babies, dogs, avocado, raisins, cookies, shoes, a guitar, a ball, and markers.

In the afternoon we met Aunt Kaity in Ann Arbor, and after lemonade and a snack at the coffee shop, we wandered around Main St., trying on shoes, touching balloons, and just enjoying the walk in the warm sunshine together. We needed it all - the walk, the sun, the time with Kaity. Once again, I felt myself totally present and enamored as I watched Anna who, once again, let go of my hand to walk ahead on her own down the busy sidewalk. When people walked by, she'd stop in her tracks and come back to grab my leg until they passed...and then she'd head out again.

This evening I went back up to Anna's room with rice and water when she didn't fall asleep right away. We don't generally do this, but she hadn't eaten much all day due to her teeth. She greeted me with snuggles and kisses, which have been a bit scarce lately. We sat in the rocking chair, talking about our day, eating rice, snuggling, and soaking up the last few minutes of daylight. I'm usually flustered when she doesn't go to sleep, but I felt different today. I felt peaceful and grateful for these moments together.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Weekend Highlights

  • A last minute play date with Aidan and Alicia on Friday afternoon that made Anna's entire week. Aidan was sick on Monday, and she missed him more than I thought was possible.
  • Dinner brought home from Zingerman's on Friday night...a much-needed night off from cooking!
  • Saturday morning brunch at Cafe Zola with our friends Julie, Jeff, and their son Jackson.
  • An increasingly independent Anna rejoicing in the freedom of running free, alternating sprinting and meandering through Nickels Arcade after brunch on a rainy day.
  • Hot chocolate.
  • Lots of Anna and Daddy time while I stocked up on travel paraphernalia at Target, opted for a treadmill run on Saturday afternoon, and enjoyed a quick beer with Alicia today.
  • Homemade bread and good wine.
  • A new house to check out in Dexter.
  • A movie on the couch with Blake.
  • A lazy, rainy Sunday morning with french toast from the bread and a post-breakfast dance party in the family room.
  • Blake channeled Julia Child today. He crafted her Beef Bourguignon. I don't have words to describe how incredible it was. My pictures didn't do it justice. My weekend chef outdid himself again.
  • The beginning of sentence speak. Anna insisted that the vacuum be put away today. "Maamu away!
There were a few lowlights I feel compelled to have on record:
  • Entering week three of cutting two molars and one canine tooth. The accompanying cold and congestion has set in. Lengthy stretches of sleep are nowhere to be found, and there is an airplane ride in our not-so-distant future.
  • An almost full-blown temper tantrum in the store after brunch on Saturday (before our joyous parade through Nickels Arcade)...a first for Anna and us. I suppose one could see this as a highlight - she's a normal toddler.
  • Hormones.
  • One too many days of rain (I didn't mind it until today).
  • A decent amount of whining and continuous repetition of "Mommy, Mommy, Mommy...!
And, because I don't want to end on a low note, one more highlight...
  • Anna's first bubble bath!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Make This Bread


You'll be glad you did. It came up in a couple of different blogs last week, so I took it as a sign that I should give it a try. I've been meaning to make our own bread for some time, but I've never done it before, so I was a bit nervous. This, however, was easy and required no kneading. Most importantly, it's delicious. The exterior was crusty and chewy, while the inside was light and airy. Paired with a Barolo we've been saving, it made an ordinary pasta dinner extraordinary.

On a different note, I'd love to make a whole wheat version, but I don't know if it would turn out. Do any of you bread-makers know if it would be a simple substitution?

Note: You can link to the recipe here. You do have to sign up for a NY Times account to access it free of charge.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Priceless Jewels

A recent post at The Artful Parent inspired some fun with food this week. Anna and I made a stash of dyed pasta, following the instructions provided at eHow.com, and we made necklaces with our new jewels.

Anna was SO focused with her task of filling plastic bags with various types of pasta. She loved this part of the project!

After adding vinegar and food coloring to the plastic bags and mashing it around for a few minutes, we spread the pasta in a single layer on wax paper and let it dry over night.


Then we filled plastic bags with our pasta colors. This was our blue-purple combination pasta.

We took the pasta outside and strung our shapes onto yarn to make necklaces.


Note: We used vegetable-based food coloring, which did not produce the same vibrant colors I have seen elsewhere. We also dyed a lot of pasta. The instructions didn't provide exact amounts, so we probably needed more dye to make brighter pasta.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Camera Craze

One of the many photos of random things Blake or I have taken in an attempt to learn about depth of field. Blake snapped this one Sunday night while opening a beer for himself I think.

I've been keeping myself busy with my camera lately. Since we purchased our Nikon D80 I've snapped thousands of pictures, especially of Anna, but more and more I've been turning to my manuals and my friends for advice on how to take better photos. Most often the manual leaves me uttering four letter words under my breath. It's not the easiest way for me to learn, I guess. I can't often get my camera to do what I want it to do, and I just don't know enough about photography or my camera to make use of all of its features. It's something that's been both frustrating and inspiring to me.

Maybe it's my desire to adequately capture these fleeting moments of our lives that has me noticing the great photos everywhere I turn. I'm constantly asking, "How did they DO that?" Part of it, I'm sure, is natural talent. I've never considered myself a naturally talented artist. But, I do think I can learn some of what it takes to compose a quality photograph. The other part is skill. I can definitely learn photography principles and how to use my camera.

I find it interesting that so many of my friends are in a similar place right now (with respect to interest, not skill). I have one friend taking an online class, one friend taking a traditional class, and my cousin who, although she's not taking a formal class, is turning out some amazing pics. Our conversations and their photos are motivating me...

Soooo, I'm adding this to my list of goals for 2010: Take a Photography Class.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

The Way of a Toddler

Just another walk on another sunny day in early Spring. We wandered up the street today, taking almost an hour to go half a block and back. We stopped every few steps to feel the cement, listen to the birds, watch the dog in the window, and take in the transformations happening before our eyes. On our way to the park yesterday Anna really wanted to walk. More and more, unless the sling is available, this is her preference. We stopped every few steps then, too. It makes for a lengthy trip, but it's such a beautiful way to go - the way of a toddler. No concept of time and absolute awe for all that surrounds you.


Somehow these photos concealed Anna's recent injuries. She and I have been a bit accident prone lately, mostly because she wants to help me with EVERYTHING. Saturday she grabbed an ice cube from my glass that she helped me fill and placed it directly on her lips before I realized what was happening. It stuck, and she pulled it off before I could stop her. Then came the tears and the bloody lips. Yesterday she was helping me put groceries away in the freezer. Something slipped, and the ice block from her boo boo bunny came crashing down just below her eye. More tears, a little blood, and a good bruise. And, a very guilty feeling mommy.

Yesterday Anna awoke from her nap earlier than I expected. I was still elbow deep in dishwater so I let her hang out for a while. She's been having all kinds of conversations by herself lately, including real words and gibberish. She was singing "Biddy Biddy," a song from our music class, and then she grew silent. A few seconds later I heard "Ahhhhh...ahhhhh...choooo! Ahhhhh...ahhhh...chooo!" She wasn't sneezing; she was making the sneezing sounds, mimicking the bear that sneezes in one of our favorite Jan Brett stories, The Mitten. Just one of a hundred smiles she's given me in the last few days.

There were more smiles for me this morning while I folded laundry. She was playing behind me and suddenly I felt her arms wrapped around my waist and her head resting on my back. A great big bear hug with two more to follow before she grabbed shirts from my neatly folded pile and ran.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Clean it Out


I always get a case of the Mondays, even before Monday comes along. Mainly, I'm bummed that the weekend is over and that Blake returns to work. We also tackle the weekly grocery list and menu planning on Sunday, which is often a daunting task. Every other week my affliction is particularly bad, because it's my turn to do the grocery shopping with Anna in tow before I teach Spinning in the evening. Also, it's cleaning day...for me and for Maggie, our wonderful house cleaner (yes, I admit that I am a stay-at-home mom AND I have someone clean our house every other week...it's some of the best money we spend). You'd think this would be a great day for me. While it is nice to come home to a bathroom without soap scum or hair in the sink, trying to keep the floor and kitchen clean while Maggie is here (so that she can actually vacuum and clean the counters and floors as opposed to cleaning around toys and dirty dishes) requires non-stop dish-doing and picking up. It's virtually impossible with a toddler.

I combat my Monday blahs in different ways. Today something possessed me in the middle of washing veggies for our dinner. I had to clean out the refrigerator. It needed it, and I think I needed to go through the process as well. I highly recommend doing this if you are ever feeling funky or cluttered or just plain yuck. Bottles of sauces that haven't been used in way too long were emptied and recycled. All the bins and shelves were drenched in vinegar. It somehow lightens the load inside as well as out. It's a good start to the new week.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

A Very Sweet Day

Chocolate lips.

It was a big day today. Anna ate chocolate for the very first time. It's the beginning of a beautiful relationship, I'm sure. It goes without saying that she loved it. "More!?" she asked after the first chocolate chip passed her lips. My favorite part...the ring of chocolate around her lips that I couldn't bring myself to wipe off for the rest of the day.

Chocolate pout.

We made oatmeal chocolate chip cookies this afternoon, which initiated the chocolate tasting. I found the recipe on smitten kitchen's website, one of my new favorites. The Thick, Chewy Oatmeal Raisin Cookies, which we made with chocolate instead, were a hit with Blake who doesn't even like sweets. I've also made their Raspberry Breakfast Bars; also amazing.

More chocolate lip liner.

We spent the rest of our day out to breakfast and at the playground with Kevin, Alicia, and Aidan, running (me) and resting (Blake), cooking (Blake), sewing cloth napkins (Anna and me), replacing light bulbs and caulking cracks in the house where it's infested with wasps (Blake), and wrestling with our dang camera to make it do what I want it to do (Blake and me). Most of this was done with the door wide open and the sunshine streaming in. All in all, it was a very sweet day.

Friday, March 5, 2010

Days of New

A new sling for Baby.

The sun is shining bright among a cloudless blue sky for, what seems like, the fifth day in a row. With the snow nearly gone and temperatures in the 40's, Anna and I have bathed in the fresh, almost-spring air everyday for more than an hour at a time. We played mitten-less, splashed in puddles until the water soaked through Anna's boots and her socks, swept the garage per Anna's request everyday, and hit the park to slide and swing and slide some more.

This weather actually has me feeling a bit restless. I've had lingering conflicting feelings about the passage of time, and the weather reminds me just how quickly summer will be here...and Anna will be Two. Weeks and months are moving at a pace I cannot fathom, yet so often this week I couldn't wait for the weekend. While I'm trying hard to be present, especially during the fleeting time Anna and I have together as mommy and toddler, I'm still feeling a bit absent, lost in thought and lazing somewhere on the beach.

Last weekend we booked a vacation to Captiva Island, Florida. It's the sun warming my legs through denim jeans on days like today that has my mind on vacation already. While I'm more than excited for our family to have a week away with little to do but splash and play, I'm dreading the preparations and the travel itself. This week I have been madly shopping online to purchase summer attire for Anna and a few things for myself and Blake. We tackled the mall this morning to try on bathing suits. I won't even talk about how not fun this is with a toddler who doesn't like her stroller and wants to touch every mannequin and ride every escalator. I've been slowly checking off the To Do's that I'd like to accomplish before leaving; cleaning out closets and paying bills, yet feeling like I'm not making a dent. I'm making lists - what to take, what to buy for the plane ride, what food to buy when we get there, what baby gear to rent. I'm generally feeling exhausted by it all. When it comes to vacation, it's not about the journey; it's all about the destination.

(Side note: We - primarily Blake - spent hours researching the ideal toddler-friendly vacation spot. It was an excrutiating process that involved too much discussion and deliberation, probably because we are well aware of the challenges of traveling with a toddler, and we wanted to find a place that would make our vacation as much like a vacation as possible. Sometimes I think we're crazy to be doing it, but travel is something that we've always valued, and we want her to experience it as well. I'll probably need a vacation from the vacation when we return, but I know it will be great while we're there.)

Our getaway is coming at the perfect time though. Wasn't it just a couple of weeks ago that I wrote about being in a groove? Well, my groove is in a bit of a funk. Blake is a bit funky as well. I think we're both feeling the need for newness - new weather, new activities, new food (planning and shopping for another week of cooking winter meals feels so...blah). This coming from the girl who doesn't like change. But, more often than not, it's the process of change that leaves me uneasy, not the change itself.

Ironically, newness can be found around our house at any given moment of the day. It's new teeth, new skills, new fears, new likes, and new dislikes. Anna surprises me everyday with something new:
  • She has three new teeth emerging. This week I finally managed to peek my way into Anna's mouth, and I discovered two molars already poking through her gums. Yesterday, I noticed a third tooth cutting as well. Maybe I shouldn't be surprised, but I was. She has been sleeping remarkably well through it all, which is probably due, in part, to the iron supplement.
  • She's been waking every morning between 5am and 5:30am for over a week.
  • She's washing herself in the bath now and refusing all but one toy at a time with her in the water. Toddlers are a bit neurotic, aren't they!?
  • She's saying "Bye!" to the poopy in the potty (after I clean off her cloth diapers, not because she goes in the potty).
  • She's pointing out colors everywhere she goes.
  • She's obsessed with helping me sweep the garage with our big red broom.
  • Her exclamation of "Help me!" now means "I want to do it!"
  • She practiced overcoming her new fear of walking down the steps (with mommy's help) for at least 20 minutes, fearful each time, yet insistent on trying again and again.
  • She likes and devours roasted red peppers.
  • She dislikes roasted red peppers (the next day).
Lazing on the beach with my family will be a great way to slow things down and open up to all the new stuff that life and Anna have to offer.